The Winning Battle Working late a common trait of mine when my thoughts won't abate their pressing on my messy mind but I can never satiate them Restlessness and wrestling with fears of a relentless message telling me that hope is hopeless dwelling deep in my emotions Even so I know the sovereign God of grace and pain's solution ever guiding and abiding cradles me in my delusion Yet they persist, unknowns and lies bombarding, pounding from all sides facades of solid, spectral substance virtual, vertical horizons Vision crowded, clouded, shrouded Truth obscured, unmoored and doubted Faith submerged resurfaces resisting death gasping for breath inhaling half a lung of grace the breath of life undoing death The fuel to fight eternal night fear not the shadows in the light Ostensibly the real is fake and fake is real so double take Then preach, consider, know what's true the paradox that God relates of sin and death, of wrath and hell which otherwise condemn the world had not perfection volunteered affection-driven to speared The necessary death of Life the lifeline of the dying dead assaults the stronghold of the Liar recaptures hearts, rekindles fire The fire of fellowship it grows from heart to heart unhindered blows As unbelief melts in its path god's peace the glowing aftermath By faith, once dead and lonely souls are knit together, full-known forever Though here and now, we strain and bend through seeming vain, mundane endeavors this shall not be our final end Things yet unseen, the best of dreams though veiled, soon visible shall send the here and now to there and then